Just wanted to have fun with this but it opened a lot of holes in my art process in which ill try and improve as I move forward with other character illustrations. I just want to be happy while doing art again , the rise of AI programs sort of helped me realize that should do doing what I love but its hard to find that after working for other people's pictures for quite a while as a freelancer ; I've always wanted to draw for children's books - hopefully this search for fun in the process will lead to better illustrations that will make people happy.